“There is something in the human spirit that will survive and prevail, there is a tiny and brilliant light burning in the heart of man that will not go out no matter how dark the world becomes.”—Leo Tolstoy
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The wind roars in 30 mph gusts. I check my weather app. Only 29 degrees. Not so bad for the Chicago region in December. But it feels much colder, I think, as I wrap my scarf around me tightly to shut out the frigid air. Brrrr.
It’s one of those winter days when I have to pry myself out of the car to go for a hike. I’m tempted to view the tallgrass from the parking lot; toasty warm inside my car with Christmas music playing.
But the prairie as seen from behind my car window and the prairie as experienced on foot are not the same prairie. Sighing, begrudgingly, I walk the trails, hunched against the cold.
And of course, once I walk for a little while, the magic of the prairie takes hold.
Tiny balls of white dot the prairie, collecting in depressions and leaves along the path. It looks like slightly melted graupel, those tiny ice pellets that WGN weatherman Tom Skillings compares to tapioca or Styrofoam. It makes interesting patterns in unexpected places in the tallgrass.
The sky is in flux. One minute it is steel. The next minute the sun brightens everything and the sky turns blue as the clouds clear.
Then, back to that dull metal sky.
Willoway Brook runs cold and clear, rippled by wind, reflecting the changeable sky.
Prairie dock leaves tremble in the gusts, with a sound like someone wadding up a paper bag. Scritch! Scritch! Wrinkle. Crinkle.
Then, only the low hiss of wind sifting the grasses and spent wildflowers.
The wind, the wind. It blasts the brittle wild white indigo and wild cream indigo plants; breaks them off at the base, and throws them across the path.
I watch them tumble across the tallgrass.
Brokenness. Part of the life of the prairie. As the plants are torn from their roots and moved to a new location, their seeds scatter in new places in the tallgrass, helping maintain diversity and giving the indigos a better chance at survival. In late spring I’ll see the first cream indigo shoots.
Then, in May or early June, the cream indigo blooms.
The white wild indigo follows, abuzz with bees.
After the blooms come the seeds. In December, the seedpods rattle in the winds, the pods mostly empty.
After the plant dies and dries, the winds of winter snap it from its moorings and blow it across the prairie to scatter the seeds of future wild indigo plants, both white and cream. If the weevils leave any seeds, that is! There are many challenges for plants of the tallgrass prairie in safeguarding their future.
Looking around the prairie in December, however, the colors of summer fade from my mind. The season of bees and blooms feels very far away.
However, Christmas, our holiday tradition, is less than a week away. There are many things left to do; so much to think about. If I let it, my mind will relentlessly make to-do lists.
But for this hour—this moment—I’m going to only think of the prairie.
Our December days are short.
And so dark.
Winter Solstice is Thursday, December 21. Afterwards, the light will gradually return.
I’m tired of all the darkness. I’m ready for more light in the world.
We need it.
Bring on the light.
Merry Christmas and Very Prairie Holidays to all!
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The opening quote is from Russian writer Count Lev Nikolayevich “Leo” Tolstoy (1828-1910) from his classic War and Peace (1869). Tolstoy was nominated for the Nobel prize in Literature every year from 1902-1906, and the Nobel Peace Prize three times, although he never won.
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Coming in January 2024
1/10/24 –“Literary Gardens: Online” 1-2:30 p.m. with the Oak Park/River Forest Garden Club. (Closed Event for Members). For information on the organization, or to inquire about becoming a member, visit here.
1/11/24–“A Brief History of Trees in America” In Person 9:30-11 a.m. with the Hilltop Gardeners Garden Club, Oswego Public Library, Oswego, IL. Free and open to the public! For more information, visit their Facebook page here.
1/15/24 — (Program TBA) — 7-8:30 p.m., Suburban Garden Club, Indian Head Park, IL. More information coming soon!
1/17/24–“Winter Prairie Wonders: Online” 7-8:30 p.m. with the Bensenville Public Library, Bensenville, IL. Free and open to the public! For more information, visit their website here.
1/22/24–“Literary Gardens: Online” 7-8:30 p.m. with the Arlington Heights Memorial Public Library and Arlington Heights Garden Club, Arlington Heights, IL. Free and open to the public! Watch Party will be held at the library, or see it in real time online. Visit their website for more information here.
More classes and programs are at www.cindycrosby.com.